Time to Try

Time to Try

I have been called many things, including some words  I don’t even say but when people say them I don’t think they know that they make an impression on us. But they do, I am not the only person who gets called things I can name many people who get judged or called names and come off like they don’t care or that it doesn’t phase them, I am one of those people. I have even been called hurtful things by my family and they don’t know how much it has hurt me. For instance more than once I have been called the  intelligent one of the family when it is hard to compete with having a brother with a 3.9 GPA. My family doesn’t know that small things like that really hurt my feelings.

My whole life my teachers have said to me, “Get your head out of the clouds!”  But the teachers don’t even know why it is up their.  Maybe because the class is boring, but  everything adding up and piling on top of each other just make me want to escape because everything brings me  back to our world which can be depressing and boring.
But lately my family has seen me struggling and how it effects me, I am finally going to get help help again. Since Kindergarden I have had special help, multiple tutors and teachers that dedicate their time to help me.